So after much discussion we have decided that I will no longer be doing in home childcare. The stress in unbearable, my kids feel like I am not spending enough time with them (which they are right), I have turned into one stressed out mommy and wife...that is not what I wanted to happen when I started this. So sometime in mid Feb I will becoming a stay at home mommy and wife again :) and shortly after that full time student will be added to that list...yep that's right I am finally going back to school to finish what I started before Nicolas came along.
I am nervous, sad, anxious and excited all in one lol. I can tell you that I am so looking forward to my first morning of being able to just hang out with my kids and slowly get them ready for school....no more of this rush rush rush.....no you can't eat what you want cause it's not on the menu....no you know you can't go into your own room during daycare hours or the back yard. We believe that this is the best thing for our family.....which after all is the most important thing.
